Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hard..:'(

Yeah...here we meet again in panjang-huh.blogspot.com. Today I would like to share with u about some of my story lately...I'd like to begin with Ummul Kitab, Al-Fatihah...

Is it true life is easy if u can manage it well..? If it is true, then how to manage it...? Lately I found that life isn't as simple as I thought...when I predict something will happen like this, it absolutely does not really happen like this...when I plan to do that, there will be obstacles that definitely prevent me from doing that... what..? why is it so difficult..? I feel it is really hard to improve myself recently... why...? Am I too dumb...? Am I too slow...? Actually I don't like to tell or think about my hardship because in my mindset, I think if we keep thinking about our hardship, it will influence us to be so sad and become more down besides find it hard to improve ourselves...I think I've to be calm n always be ready to make plans for my life n my future besides improve maself without any doubt..

One more thing I want to share with u is that lately some of ma friend suddenly like to support me to find new Ones....hahaha.....y? It is hard for me to avoide it...but bcoz the support of my three other friends, I've made my decision not to become play-play anymore...Thanks to my 'other' friends.....that's all for today...I want to end it with Tasbih Kifarah n Suratul Asr...:-)